.me being me.

28.6.06

oh oh. i will bum around and feel lazy no more because my stress hormones has awoken my hibernating brain. which is a good thing i guess. hahaa.

never underestimate the damaging powers miscommunication can do. its CHAOTIC.

lesson no. 1 for today:
keep my mouth SHUT

lesson no. 2 for today:
PRIORITIZE

lesson no. 3 for today:
ASK if in doubt. heck what other thinks.

lesson no. 4 for today:
PATIENCE is really a virtue

lesson no. 5 for today:
keeping my temper TAMED would make me a happier person

lesson no. 6 for today:
it feels good to be early for class (HAHA)

lesson no. 7 for today:
STRESS is a good thing

tt's all for today =))

get well soon to all who are feeling sick... soh shihui.. ur heavy IB book is with me.. hurry claim it!!! and get well soon!! =))

8am class tomorrow. I WILL BE EARLY!! (hopefulllllyyyyyyy...........)

genuinely, sincerely,
love,
med =))

.ruffles off.

26.6.06

its back to school again!!

everyone is like falling sick. tsk. bad weather.

lishi and me contacted the wrong french student for our MR proj. haha. what a mix-up.

anyways, QM test tomorrow!!! hope the tips (given by huimin...) are accurate. hehe. bye.

.ruffles off.

24.6.06

i feel so........ suffocated.

everything in poly is like so temporal. temporal happiness. temporal peace. temporal calmness. everything is so hectic. there are just so many people. so many pple i cant agree with. or perhaps vice versa.

i miss those days back in fmss so much. i miss ho qian hui so much. i want to meet kim and tracy.

i've been meaning to ask lijia and yen you all... if you guys are going back to fmss for the past vs present thingy. even if its to just take a look.... let me know kk. anyways, if you didnt receive any forwarded email or what... just go this website: http://fmsspvp.blogspot.com/ all the full details are there.

no friendship can beat those made back in fmss. oh i dont know why. but i feel so nolstagic all of a sudden. shits. i really really miss the old days.

but i gotta say... knowing shihui and huimin is probably the best i can get in poly.

.ruffles off.

22.6.06

hmmm.. so last tues they didnt go sentosa in the end. hahaa. coz min and jieying was sick.. jia and lishi didnt have the mood. so they cancelled it in the end.

hmmm... now the lift area outside my house smells like me coz i broke my perfume there yesterday. hahaaa.

tons of funny shite happened while i was out in town with min yesterday. hahahaha. min has learnt her lesson to not pinch me anymore. ahahaha. although its me who pinches her most of the time. hahaha. too bad she's in m'sia now for her cousin's wedding.

just came back from piano. then had dinner with jean at the coffee shop. saw a lot of uncles watching soccer over there. we chatted for a while before we walked home.

hmmm.. i'm aching. thanks to tkd on tues. but well.. its no surprise since i've been missing so many trainings.

i'm bored.

HUIMIN!! I MISS YOUR CRAPS!! COME BACK SOON!!

.ruffles off.

17.6.06

ok. i dont think i've ever said this, but i love tkd alrights?? nobody said you have to be good at it to enjoy being in it. i suck at it, but being around, in the club, with the peeps, some peeps i'm closer to, like peijing and the rest to be exact, makes me happy!! and yes, i want to go back for trainings, not that i'm looking forward to fret about not being to kick well or spar well or brush my patterns to a perfect stage, but still, i like it. the main reason i'm there, and joined is because i need some exercise so i wont grow FAT and stay healthy. although 2 times a week isnt exactly enough, but i make sure that i dont grow out of touch with exercising. and now that i've been in it for nearly 2 years, the passion grew on me, and now i can say i simply love it. its more like a want-to instead of a need-to. having to want is different from having to need. its not too late to get serious about it right now because i have all the time in the world to learn more of it now that i have come to understand the joy of learning it.

hhmmm. i'm typing all that out because shihui has been psychoing me to go beaching with the clan on tues. and i dont want to, because i have tkd tt day. and its not that i have to go, but its more like i dont want to skip it because i just enjoy it so much! moreover, i've not been attending tkd for the past 2 weeks because of my ankle. grading is coming, and yes i remember saying that i'm not going this time round, but there are just so many pros by going this time round and pass this level, like being able to reach the same belt as peijing, then learn together and hopefully go for our black next year together. and i'm really so tempted to not skip this time's grading. i'm already like all geared up for tkd, making up my mind that i would go long ago.

sorry gurls, i dont quite feel good missing out on the fun either, but we can still go beaching together anytime in the future, but i've only got 2 trainings a week in tkd and with the upcoming grading, i've got not much time left and i dont want to miss trainings as much as i can because when the break ends, we'll be packed with projects and i prolly wont be training as often as i would like.

anyways, enough of me and the sudden declaration of my love for tkd. its not actually sudden. its just that i've not mentioned it before.

.ruffles off.

15.6.06

i am literally dying of boredom.

life's the same everyday. like living a routined lifestyle.. sleep, wakeup, bum about, sleep, wake up, bum about.. and blah blah.

and during the 'bum about' period of time, i do everything and anything that i can find to keep me occupied. watch tv (mostly animal planet), surf net (msn, friendster, nyptkd forum, blogs, occasionally you-tube and i actually found a lot of funny animal videos in you-tube, but it gets boring after a while of watching too much of funny videos.), play the piano (its gets boring after like an hour or so, i can't find a song to concentrate on), play with pappy (all she does is zzz, she dont even wanna go walk walk.), tutorials (i find joy in doing tutorials even. yessss... i'm that bored. and i actually did some tutorials. oh yeah.. start cheering.)

argggh. i am really bored. TOTALLY BORED. oh yeah. i watched omen today with florence. that girl is crazy man. she kept laughing at the scary parts. anyways the show was ok lahh.. if they ever decide to make a sequel, i'll probably watch it.

sighs. i need to sleep now. because theres a world bank training thingy tomorrow. nites.

.ruffles off.

14.6.06

hhmm.. had a very stupid dream last night. all thanks to whatever that happened last night. it was really s.t.u.p.i.d. and i ended up not having a very good sleep.

whatever. anyways, florence's sms woke me up at 9 plus. couldnt really cont sleeping after that. but i laid on my bed till 12 plus anyways. then i got up, bathed then decided to play some piano. had lunch, then went to meet florence and she brought me to some sensei in gombak. and he's damn good. one look and he could tell how i sprained my ankle, he could even tell that someone else treated the sprain before and just pointed out the problem immediately. and the best thing was it didnt hurt a teeny bit. he just massaged my calf, cracked my ankle, and then i could go. he gave me some plasters to paste on my ankle at night. he was kinda humourous too i suppose. so i'm recommending the sensei to weiliang because he's just got so many injuries here and there i have no idea how he tahan. doc told me to rest for another week or so before going back for training, but heck, i can't wait that long. besides, i could do with some exercise to release all that pent up energy and supposedly some anger and resentments that has been building up for the past few weeks.

anyways, had a great time playing in the pool at JE complex with shihui and huimin yesterday. the stupid wave pool, lazy river, children's pool and the slides. we had a lot a lot of fun screaming, laughing and looking like 3 overgrown kids. had sinful dinner at kfc, then i went back to school for tkd, reading huimin's cleo on the way and she, hugging her bag and falling asleep beside me. nearly got mrt-sick while reading the mag.

yawns. gonna watch omen with florence tomorrow then go teach piano. monday is gonna be a very packed day. and i should start working on the individual MR proj.

and tocky dont worry so much abt ur op okays. you'll get well soon and stop thinking so much!! God bless you and dont worry, i will remember God loves me.

heres some pics frm yesterday:

me and huimin =))))))

min, me, shihui =)) love ya darlings

the two who siao-ed with me

in the toilet

i am a meanie and i dont have a big heart. all these i wont deny.

.ruffles off.

11.6.06

hahaha.. today i did a very malu and unglam thing!!!! hahahaaaa. today the taiwan singer zhou hua jian came to westmall and i bought his cd and queued up for his signature!! hahahaa. so paiseh lahhhhhhh. can't believe myself either. but he's like so charming lah!! and his voice was like damn niceeeee. reallllllly niceeeeeee. so i told myself i die die have to get his cd and let him sign. so mummy bought the cd for me, then i queued up. wah it was so squeezy i tell ya. and all those kia su pple. those aunties. argh. i aint no aunty okkkk!!! anyways, i managed to get in the line and everything. wah i was so nervous man!!!! then he signed, shooked my hand and smiled!!! then i smiled back as well lah! hahaha. wah so paiseh. but hahahaaa.. i've always had a thing for his voice and i've never been so gan chiong when i see a celebrity. he's the first!! haha. i dont think i'll ever do such a crazy thing ever again. coz its damn maluating. but i really really really like him. as in, a singer. dont worry i have absoultely no crush on him. its just his voice. soothing, dont you think? hahaaa.

anyways, enough of emil zhou. i declare myself his fan. hahaha. no lah. kidding. but he's one of my favouritest chinese singers. and i like zhang hui mei as well. lolx. can't believe these are coming out from me. arggggh.

anyways, something funny happened while i was teaching piano. my student was doing theory and she was colouring some notes and stuffs. then suddenly she blurted out "theres something strange here..." then i was like.. huh.. whatt?? for a moment i thought she was going to tell me that the shop is 'unclean' or something. coz i remembered jean told me that she saw shadows and heard someone testing the piano when she was opening the shop a few weeks ago. then she said, 'how come the book nv use blue colour one?' haha. hai. so stupid. scare myself for nothing. haha.

then after work and the emil zhou thing. went cck to have lunch with florence. chatted about some stuffs with her. told her about some of the stuffs that has been bugging me, chatted about the things that are going on in MC. hai. i realised the older i get, the more i wanna be alone though i still hate being alone. lolx. contradicting isnt it. coz the people around you sometimes cant be trusted. i hate it the most when my very own friend would do anything just to get attention at the cost of lying to me. please, if you're my friend. dont ever lie to me. dont churn stories just to cover up the truth. when i find out, i'll be very mad. really i mean it. sometimes i might let it pass, i might not bring it up. but it doesnt mean that i dont know. dont do it too often. i will just hate you in the end.

i dont mean that i'm a very honest person or my friends can't lie. i know everybody lies. but know when is the right time to tell a lie. dont tell blatant lies. dont lie when theres no need to. i swear i always try tell the truth whenever i can. especially to my loved ones, my parents and my friends. i admit i'm guilty of lying to lecturers very often for erm.. obvious reasons, but other than that, i really try my best not to lie. some people can lie to the people they love and not feel guilty. i can't. not to my loved ones.

.ruffles off.

10.6.06

had a great time shopping with jiajia, jieying, huimin, lishi and shihui!!!! and of course not forgetting shihui's darling victor!!!! lolx.

i think i'm spending too much on shopping. i seriously need to stop buying things. gonna end up broke soon at this rate of shopping. CAN'T WAIT FOR PAYDAY THIS MONTH!! =)) hahaa

had a reallyy fun day today.. huimin bought a dress for her cousin's wedding after spending like over an hour in that shop. but it was time well spent i suppose coz it looked realllllyyyyyy fabulous on her. hhmmm and we had dinner at pepper lunch. we were kinda upset with the restaurant's operations because the captain who seated us were damn rude, then one of the waitress spilled drinks on jiajia, and jiajia was looking damnnn pissed off. we all wrote feedback forms after that, bitching about, and in the end the manager gave us 2 cups of icecream to compensate for their bad service. i think brenda lim would have been proud of us. HAHA. oops. oh no. i just hope we dont kenna karma the next time when we work in the service line. heheeeeee.

after that it was more shopping!!! can't rem when was it, but in between our shopping spree LJY went to ask one of the sales guy from flesh imp if he was attached. *faints*. he was kinda charming i suppose... but STILL!!! hahahaaa. funnnnnyy. then we took neoprints!! lolx. i think its the first time the 6 of us took together!!!

anyways, i'm a happy girl right now coz i bought so many things. we spent another hour or so in blossoms, and i ended up buying two tops from there. then LJY went to buy a smoothie from galilee before we called it a day and then i cabbed home with shihui.

shihui alighted first and the cabbie was like dreaming i think!!! shihui told him to stop but he didnt hear her and in the end she had to walk quite a distance back to her home. lolx. scarrrrrry. was kinda freaked out, but he still drove me back home soundly.

anyways, it was sucha fun filled day!! and on top of it, my 2 weeks term break starts from now!! hahaha. but its not all-play for this break because there are still alot of projects on the list that are waiting to be done and presented after the term break.

i still want to see a sensei because i think i'm getting rheumatism. lolx. its always so painful in the mornings. i dont wanna go back for trainings till i feel better. so i think i'm not going for grading this time round. i dont want to grow old with so many injuries. i hope it gets better soon!! i dont wanna grow fat either. hahahaa.

k lah. i'm getting sleeepy. the world cup starts tonight and to all the soccer fanatics out there.. dont get zombified too much!!

i was watching this taiwan news report about how a guy abused his poor dog. i think he's mental. i think that guy should just go and die. go get run over by a train or something. i could hear the poor dog whining and screaming away. oh god. he really should just die. shit him lah. i feel like whacking him upside down. slap him. bang his head against the wall. that poor dog is like only a baby. what the hell. i hope he dies a horrible death and rot in hell.

i hate such people. thanks for spoiling my wonderful day man. i hope he'd get his retribution in 10 folds.

.ruffles off.

8.6.06

eh.. so sad. dennis and weiping are both going army in less than 12 hrs!!! oh my. time really flies.

anyways, had a presentation in the morning. havent had a presentation in a longgggg time and everyone was feeling kinda nervous i suppose. i think we'll get used to it soon again because theres a lot more presentations coming up after our term break.. haha. this particular tutor remembers me very very very well. she was the one who paiseh-ed me in the LTC, she was the one who remembered that i went to the wrong tutorial room, she was the one who remembers my name after ONE tutorial. i pei-fu her. really. anyways, she's kinda nice lah. but abit you-know-you-know. i just dont know why she remembers my name and my FACE so well.

anyways, after school we just hanged around at mac, then i fell asleep on the chair. ooh so comfy. i think mac's a nice place to sleep really. its the second time i actually fell asleep in the mac canteen. i hardly ever sleep when i'm outside. not even in class ok.

went to have KFC with jieying, jiajia and huimin after school. hahaha. i feel fat man. sighs. can't go training either coz my leg hurts like shit. realllllly like shit. think i'm gonna go see a sensei very soon. wish me all the best. sadded.

anyways, tomorrow's class starts at 11 and it ends at 3. after that, i think i should be going shopping with the ee gongs!! hahaaa. actually was supposed to go for some alteration thingy with peijing, but its closed tomorrow. then i thought of training tomorrow, but i dont think my leg can take it. so oh wells, the next best thing would be to join them for shopping!!!!!! we hardly get to shop together anyways. but i just hope it wont kill my leg with all the walking!!

heh heh. chatting w the ee gongs right now n munching on some apples. hm.. so cyas.

.ruffles off.

7.6.06

hhhmmm... had ICAs today and yesterday.

something funny happened during the test yesterday. shihui should know lah hor? lolx. i'll wear my specs the next time round k!! haha

hhhmmmm. i'm just bored. i dont like to be alone. my ankle hurts like shit.
hhmmmmm. oh yes. it was kimmy's birthday on tuesday =))

and yes! my term break is coming.

should i go training this friday????? hhhmmm. going to some alteration thingy with peijing on friday, then we'll be going back to school. dont know if i should train. arggh.

hhhhmmmm. my aunt said i look short. i used to be tall.. when i was younger. ya i am short. argggh. i wanna be 160.

lijia just showed me a video of a cat. DAMN CUTE. haha.

oh yeaaahh. i took some videos of my dog too!!!!!! hehe. cutee. i love pappy.

.ruffles off.

4.6.06

i literally spent the entire day working on the IB project because i was distracted all the way since afternoon when i started squeezing my brain juices for ideas. got distracted by my com, my piano, the tv, pappy and the bed. hahaaa. the longest i could get myself to sit down and work on it was only for twenty minutes before i stoned infront of my com again and got all distracted by something.

occasionally i would forget about the sprain and accidently bend my ankle and then whoaaaa.... *tears*

and its been ages since i practiced on my piano. and i really enjoyed hearing myself play again. hahahaha. yucks. i sounds so narcisist. but who cares. i like my piano, although its abit cranky. i am not the best pianist around, not the best musician, but i do love making music and when i feel good, everything flows, even mistakes seem to blend in well.

i'm sooo sleepy. gotta start studying tomorrow. int marketing test on tues, global supply on wed, and int biz proj due on thurs. and tues is kimmy's birthday.

.ruffles off.

3.6.06

oh wow. i sprained my ankle yet again. actually it felt ok till sir vincent rubbed for me. omg. i could have scream the place down man. hurts like hell. want to cry already. my entire right leg feels so bruised. sighs. so painful. both my third fingers hurts too!! hahaaa. hopefully my parents wont find out. or else, i'm dead. but i dont know how am i gonna hide the blueblack on my arm man. they will probably find out tomorrow. hai. but its ok, it happens all the time in tkd doesnt it?? some has it worse. thank god i'm only a little bruised.

but anyways!! finally martial arts day is over!!! can't say it was perfect, but it was definitely one of the best we've done yet so far. kudos to weiliang for planning, drafting it, and even painstakingly picked out the explosives from those party poppers and attaching it to every single plank. and the effect was reallyyy nice. dennis and yang foong has the video and i think i might put it up in photobucket. it was really good. the only thing i'm not happy about is the jumping front i held for kenneth. i should have held tighter, coz i absorbed his kick and the plank didnt break. omg. i think he was kinda demoralized. oops. sorry. but anyways, its over.

then had dinner with some of the demo people at mac. luckily no one puked their macdonalds out during the training. hahaaaa. then had sparring, and it was the first time the freshies had a hand in sparring. was kinda awed by their performance. myself came back with a sprained ankle because i didnt balance properly and twisted my ankle. how stupid right. oucccccch.

hhmmm. pain pain pain. argh. painnn.

.ruffles off.