.me being me.

31.12.04

hm..... today is the last day of year 2004. time really flies man. i feel like i've been riding on this unpredicatable rollar coaster the entire year. i was randomly selecting my old posts to read just now and everything single moment that i noted down felt like it happened only yesterday. my walk with God... graduation from fmss.... choosing a course.. working in music concerto.. coming to NYP.. joining tkd... hanging out with new found classmates... adapting to my new lifestyle.... everything!! so naturally memories were brought back to me.

this year i met tons of people. and there are a few special ones that i'm really glad to have known them.

angeline. i started work in music concerto in the beginning of the year, which angeline also applied for and became my collegue, and we became good friends. she's a classmate that i didn't expect to be so close to. we did talk, but were just normal schmates. but somehow we couldnt really exactly click the way we should la, so we did had lots of unhappy moments while we were working together, but still, having gone through so much with her, she's still a friend i wont forget. no matter how different we are, she's still a special someone who once crossed paths with me. so i just wanna say... stay the way you are, thanks for sharing both good and bad times this year. i'll never forget you ;) God bless ya!

david. he's the one who brought me back to God. led me back on track.. took me to the path that i should go spirtually. thanks david. you've been a great listener as well as a wonderful friend to me. if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't have the courage and strength to face whatever problems and overcome them through the strength from God. if you hadn't showed me the wonders that God can do, i wouldnt have experienced the Lord. It totally changed me. changed my life. i was once a lost sheep, i still am, but at least i now know who my shepherd is and my life's changed.

sean. you're like a gem thats sparkling so brightly in my life. everything's happening so quickly. and you're leaving for australia in like a couple of month's time. i'm so gonna miss you. i'll miss disturbing you, i'll miss hearing you play the piano. and i'll definately miss talking to you. but we can still chat on the net. lolx. just wanna say... stay true, i hope we'll stay as friends for as long as we can. thanks for listening to my complains and everything. ;)

lijia. although we've been like classmates for 4 years. i hadn't really had a chance to know the real you till this year. thanks for your advices and stuffs. its been great chatting and knowing you. its nice having someone so trustworthy like you!!! stay strong!!! i'll only be a phonecall away if you need anyone!

kailing. someone i knew from nyptkd. someone whom i could click with. someone i once shared happy memories with. someone i truly treasure. someone i care and worry for. someone who is able to understand and know my thoughts. we crossed paths..and drifted away. but from that moment our paths crossed, you left your footsteps, i tried my best and did my part as a friend. i dunno if its almost over, i feel a little lost. but i still do hope the dark clouds will clear one day. i really do. take care my friend.

my classmates. jieying, jiajia, shihui, lishi, huimin, karkit, zhihong. you're the peeps i hang out with everyday and we've had so much fun. you guys are simply wonderful. cute, funny, loud, loveble, that's what you all are. i'm amazed at the way how we can never run out of topics to talk about. just simply everything. amazing. but i dont really knows you guys that well yet. but still, you all have been the source of joy and laughter that i've exprienced these months. hope we can discover more about each other in the upcoming years in our poly life. take care mates. keep smiling!!

fazli, marcus, chris, leon. haha.. guys from nyptkd. you guys are simply wonderful. i duno man, i dont know how to describe. but you guys are the reason why i dont mind staying in tkd. its been so nice chatting and getting to know you all better. lolx. thanks for hearing me out at times. lolx. do take care. i wish you the best in the new year!!!!!!!!!

and not forgetting qtk. qian, tracy and kim. luv u soooooooooooooooo much. all the best in the upcoming year okie? keep in touch like how we did in yr 2004. thought we couldnt' do it eh??? but we did it!!!!!!!

hm... i know some of them dont read my blog. but i dont care. all that i've written is from the bottom my heart. and its for me to read and reminise next year. lolx. hm... the new year is coming soon! i'm just so excited! i can't wait to live my life. lolx. its gonna be another year of uncertainty, but i do know God will keep me close to him and guide me.

The only prayer i have for people around me is that i hope God will keep my family and friends safe and happy. Helping them to overcome obstacles, living life to the fullest. and not forgetting world peace and less natural disasters. :) have a blessed day everyone! enjoy your last day of yr 2004.

.ruffles off.

29.12.04

hm.... today's jie ying's birthday.. happy birthday gurl.. finally sEvEntEeN already huh? lolx. well do enjoy this sweet seventeen before you turn 18 one year later next yr. hEhEx. i feel so young and old at the same time.lolx.

i'm so broke this month. my gawd. my dad took away my POSB card!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sob sob. make me even more broke. so i have to survive on his allowances alone. haaaaaaiiiiiiiiii. how cruel can he get. lolx. just kidding. i seriously need to control my expenditure. lolx.

went sch for a mere 2 hrs of lesson and went to town to amk pizza hut to have lunch and then went town to shop. and shihui came back to bukit batok with me coz she didnt felt like going home yet. so i kinda brought her around westmall although we spent most of the time in watsons. hAhA. then we went to mc. played.... canon. lolx. as usual la. everyone loves canon. its even better if theres someone to duet with you. lolx.

i'm getting so bored. i need to study!! lolx. but i have zero motivation. lolx. ok. i'm getting so bored this entry isnt very interesting anyway. i just miss qtk so much. i get to spend time and have fun with everyone except for them. i seriously miss qtk loads.

.ruffles off.

26.12.04

just came back from work. had a rather interesting evening today at work. 3 gangsters were disturbing, making lots of gestures and taking photos of me and eileen outside the shop. scared the hell out of us. eileen called her bf to accompany her home and luckily for me, aaron and jeremy stopped by the shop and i had aaron to accompany me home after work. it was very gentleman of him. lolx. me and eileen were panicking out of our wits. we alerted the security guards, and they had a talk with one of them. but 5 of them hanged around outside the shop when we were about to close. my gawd. we were so worried they would be back for revenge coz we called the security. hAhA.

sometimes when i see my friends who are attached are being cared and protected for, i feel kinda tired having to fend for myself alone having no one to depend on emotionally. but thats ok, because i'm not mentally prepared for a relationship anyway. i'm happy with the way things are right now, having a few guy friends i can count on is enough already. lolx. i need to work hard without having anything to distract me i guess. sigh, i have a stats test tomorrow. shoot. wish me luck.. ;) tata nite!

.ruffles off.

25.12.04

merry christmas everyone! hope you guys had a blessed and fun christmas! for those who havent had the chance to really have fun! dont fret.. you have 12 days to celebrate christmas! hEhEx..

too lazy to blog down what i did the past few days.. but i do have some photos to show!! i've managed to sign up on an online photo album... the website is: http://photobucket.com/albums/v317/medhew87/

i'll upload more photos next time.. meanwhile, i've only got a few.. mainly the ones i took yesterday while at marina with kailing, chris, eric, leon and weiping for steamboat!

that's me and kailing at marina

that's us again!

thats me.. hEhEx.. self took. hAhAx.

and the log cake kailing bought from her workplace, NYDC:

yup.. i guess that's all.. till i explore more of the album service.. do enjoy your christmas! luv you all!

.ruffles off.

23.12.04

i wanna get my diploma by the end of year 2007
i wanna get a job in the zoo after graduation
i wanna devote my life doing something for the animals
i wanna get a driving license before 25
i wanna get my black belt in tkd when i graduate in 2007

its good to know what i want before the complications of life distract me. i'm not gonna let anything deterr me from achieving my goals. not friends, not bgr, not family not anything. i wont give up half way. no matter how tough it is to get to it. i hope i can overcome all obstacles together with my friends as to journey on this life's long road. i dont wish to see any of my friends give up anything when the going gets tough and they get discouraged. when you choose a path, when you make a decision to start on something. please complete it with your heart and soul. DON'T GIVE UP. coz i'll try my best not to give up too!!!!!

.ruffles off.

21.12.04

2 days has passed since his death. life goes on. but of course, things aren't the same anymore. sigh, its so heart wrenching whenever i think of my little niece and newphew. my own grandma died when i was their age. and memories of her seems so vague. i wonder how much they can remember of their daddy when they grow up. i was totally stunned at the news, and have gotten over it after reality sinks in. but to them, i guess the wound is still very fresh. esp to the young ones, they're just about to start on a journey where daddy and mummy each play a huge role on shaping them.

sigh, ok, i think i should stop blogging such depressing stuffs. God has plans i guess. He never fails to amaze me. Always have an amazing plan B to sort things out. He has always been beside me, walking with me, taking care of me. I'm just so touched. I've never felt alone. never. not even when i'm sick and theres no one to take me to the doctor. He just sits besides me and tells me i'm not alone, and took care and healed me. He never leaves me. Such is the power and love that can only be felt. No, i'm not crazy. you have to experience God and you will understand. Sometimes when you feel like theres no turning back, no more way out. Suddenly God opens another window, another door, you see a new light. a new hope. a way out. Christmas is just round the corner. Its not just a season to be jolly, not just a season of gifts but also a season when love is spread.

Physically i'm feeling so much better already, just that my throat still hurts. but i dunno why i feel like coughing but cannot cough, nose not blocked but i sound like i have a blocked nose. hai nvm, i think when my throat heals everything should be fine.

anyways, heres one story that has been copyrighted countless times on bookmarks, books, websites.. blah.. and its my all time favourite. and every word of it is true. the author is anonymous.

One night a man had a dream.

He dreamed he was walking

Along the beach with the Lord.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.

For each scene,

He noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,

One belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,

He looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of his life

There was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened

At the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him

And he questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, You said that once I decided to follow You,

You'd walk with me all the way.

But I have noticed that

During the most troublesome times in my life,

There is only one set of footprints.

I don't understand why when I needed You most you would leave me.

" The Lord replied,

"My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never leave you.

During your times of trial and suffering,

When you see only one set of footprints,

It was then that I carried you."

.ruffles off.

19.12.04

today is definitely one of my worst days in the entire year. first, i didn't have a good rest yesterday night because i felt so terrible coz of my fever. my throat hurts like hell. and my head throbs like mad when i walk. but the worst thing that happened was when my mom told me that my cousin's husband has spinal cancer and might not make it through christmas. my heart just sank. how could things change so quickly? from a loving family of 4, to a family half separated by life and death. that's not right. that's so sudden. i've been praying the entire day for God's healing hands to rest upon him. but i guess God has other plans. he still didn't make it through today. life is just so cruel.

.ruffles off.

18.12.04

hMmmm.. i simply love playing the piano nowadays now that theres no more piano exams to stress me!!! yay~ i still want to complete grade 8 theory tho. sigh. i dont seem to have the time or will power to do it. hm... i SHOULD be starting on it already. was hoping to make it for yr 2006's march exam. haha.. hoping to, but dunno if i can do it anot. if you didn't know i hated piano for almost the whole of my life till recently because of my first shitty teacher. she sucks like hell! if i had known what's child abuse at the time, i would have sued her for it. she terrorized the hell out of me. i dont remember her name, if i did, she had better watch out. i would tarnish her name, her reputation with whatever means i have. humph. heh heh. evil me eh? thanks to her, i didn't enjoy the whole learning process for 12 years when i'm learning piano, not even after i changed to a nicer and ultra patient teacher. seriously i think i'm the worst student he's ever had. but he still saw me through grade 8 and gave me lots of encouragement although all i wanted to do was to finish up grade 8 quickly. humph, so angry.

did i mention i'll be having a week's break starting from next mon onwards? hEhEx. i have another week to slack before all the projects and ICAs starts to pile again. gosh, actually i've already got 2 projects on hand already. oops. talk about slacking during holidays. sigh, that's life isnt it? getting all stressed up coz of school. pathetic. well, what to do, that's life in the society right now. anyways, thank God i've got other stuffs to spice up my life. like friends. hEhEx.

hm.... went kbox at cine yesterday with kailing, chris, leon and jin keat. that stupid jin keat. hands so touchy. i would have punched him if i didnt know him well enough. idiot. hEhEx. actually he's a nice person la, but likes to touch girls, and abit pervertic la. oOpSiE. hehex. dont tell him. haha. anyways, was a little freaked out when i took a pic with ling that time with my phone. there was this mysterious black thingy hanging from her mouth. i thought it was her hair or something, but she said there wasn't anything on her mouth when we took the pic. i deleted the pic without thinking. hAhA. regretted a little, could have saved the pic and analyzed it later.hEhEx.

hm... then went for tkd and learnt my pattern. somewhat i did grasp the whole pattern, but i'm still kinda blur. hai. sir peter watched us do pattern yesterday. damn. always kenna chit chit chit from him. hai. i hope i can perfect it soon, then he wont chit again. hEhEx. then after tkd kailing encountered some problems with the fees stuffs, so we stayed back for quite a while to settle those things, and ended up reaching home quite late. luckily my mom didnt say anything. hEhEx. lucky lucky me. lolx.

sigh, was supposed to go out with wenxun, eileen and florence for dinner today. but i developed fever in the afternoon, so i had to stay home =( i was contemplating to go or not to go, so i checked my temperature. below 38=go, above 38=stay home. hAhA. stupid right. but i still measured la, found out it was 38.9 degrees. so cannot go. i didnt feel like going anyway, was so freaking cold at home even without the fan on. so with a heavy head, i dragged myself to the fridge and started to rampage for medicine. thank goodness there were still 2 pills left. and i took them all. hAhA. anyways, feeling so much better already now that i'm not shivering anymore. but i still wondered what they did today. hm... my head's getting heavy again. i shall stop here then.... its already a long blog anyway. :)

.ruffles off.

16.12.04

after tomorrow, i'll be having a week's break for christmas.. hEhEx. hopefully i can meet up with qtk next week. hm.... gonna skip accounts lec tomorrow, its just revision for last sem's POA. accounts is B-O-R-I-N-G. i'm lucky to have passed accounts last sem. phew. thank God. hehe.

anyways, nothing interesting has been happening. went for a swim in the school's pool with jiajia, jieying and huimin yesterday. hAhA. the size of the pool is olympic size, so it was longer than the normal public pools. swam about 6 laps only, while huimin swam 20 laps lor! omygoodness. she was like swimming and swimming thru and fro non stop, while the rest of us were like lazing at one end of the pool after each lap. the sky was clear and the sun was so strong, that we got burnt even tho we swam for like only an hr or so. got a little tanner and a little burnt on my shoulders. i love swimming, but it leaves an ugly tan on my body, or more like a horrible uneven tan. uurrgg. i need to find a way to make sure that if i do get a tan, the tan is somewhat even throughout my body. think sunblock would help? i dont wanna get so taan!!!!!!!!!! help. hAhA.

hm.... gonna go school tomorrow for macroecons and then meet kailing at orchard and then meet some other people and we'll go kbox at cine. hm... hopefully i can make it for tkd tomorrow. i have to start learning the pattern soon. i'm so forgetful that i'll most probably forget the movements the next training already. i need time to get it in my head. sigh, nvm... so sleepy. and i hope to start my diet plan soon. hAhA. i'm getting fatter and fatter, by the end of the 2 1/2 yrs in poly, i'll probably be overweight. No way man. sigh, so sleepy.... shall go sleep already. nites~

.ruffles off.

14.12.04

why do some people have no goal in their lives? why do they want to waste their life away like that? directionless and lost. life is a precious gift from God. why can't they make full use of it and be a catalyst that changes lives, make this world a better place by doing their part? i maybe a nobody to the world, but i'm somebody in my friend's life. be yourself, be what you were born to be. i'm me. i'm childish, irritating and blur, but that's me! my true friends accept for who i am, not what i can be. i accept my friends the way they are, coz they are simply great glowing with the flaws and wonders in them. theres no need to put on a mask, you're only creating a barrier between yourself and the world. God put every single one of us in this world for a reason. He gave me a passion for animals, gave everyone a special gift they can be proud of. so dammit, use it! make a difference! oh gosh, find a goal in life, the life is yours. dare to dream. dreaming is not a crime, big successes are dreams put into action. basically i just wanna say, get a life.

oh gosh, some pple are pissing me off badly.

ok nvm, i've complained enough, see if he dares to confront me. i'll scold the hell out of him. dont think i'm blur and gong at times, at least wo bu shi hao qi fu de!

but seriously, i've been too temperamental recently. i'm sorry to all those i've blasted off. esp to huimin today, eileen.. sigh. sorry, think is pms bah. hAhAx.

anyways, read kailing's blog about nyp tkd's bonding. seriously it would be really sad to see the club drift apart. i guess everyone has to make an effort to be comitted. be enthusiatic during training and outings. help one another as much as we can, support and encourage each other, be committed if we really take tkd seriously. but i think, being true, open and honest with each other is really important. we can only uphold one another if we really mean what we do and do it willingly. i dunno. everyone has a part to play. cliche but true. i feel so guilty for not going for training today. coz i forgot to bring my tobok!!!! hai. i'm so gonna die. sir peter's bound to nag at me. and i'm gonna lag again. oh shoot. ggrrrr. hai.

i'm so sleepy again. at least i managed to go to sch on time for these couple of days. hEhE. hope i can continue to be early. haha.

.ruffles off.

12.12.04

hm.......... kinda enjoying life right now, with the new found freedom and lifestyle. hEhE. the freedom is something i've always wanted, but its kinda scary coz sometimes i feel lost and i feel as though i'm left alone to fend for myself, but dont worry! thank God i have lots of people to guide me. hm.... i've always been pampered, protected. its time for me to get out of comfort zone. hAhA. and i'm ready for the world. lolx. i sound as though i'm out for a battle, but that's life isnt it? only the fittest survive. i know what i want right now. i want to get my diploma, work towards my dream of working in the zoo one day and just have the people i care for safe and happy. bgr can come later in life. its too complicating for me to get involved. i'm happy the way i am now. hEhE.

hm.... i need to get some serious studying done soon. if not when exam comes, i'll start panicking again. tkd grading is coming soon.. just a month more. i guess i better go for training on tues too after my night class, if not i'll probably lag again just like the last grading.

its dec. christmas is just round the corner. so many plans, so many people, so little time. i just hope i have time to meet up and celebrate with everyone. i miss so many people!!! theres so many things i wanna do. but i'm kinda tired and exhausted from dunno what either!! i just feel so lethargic, so lethargic that i've got no mood left to do anything. hEhE. nvm..... i shall perk myself up. haha.

oh yeaa!!! today eileen introed me this anime called naruto. its a very popular anime and i've fallen in love with this character called sasuke!! hAhA. he's just so cool. hAhA. alright.... i guess i really need some sleep. cyaz.

.ruffles off.

10.12.04

oh freak. my com's infected with 4 virus. got one of them deleted and the other 3 quarantined. ggrrrrrr. so angry. my com's giving me alot of probs lately. my speaker's not working, so i can't listen to my fav songs.... my printer only prints when it feels like printing... my com's speed is getting slower, which i have no idea why is it like this, probably because of viruses and spywares i guess. arrrrrggggggggg. so irritating. i need some serious help with my com. its gonna go haywire really soon. aaaarrrrg.

ok nvm.......... sigh, i still can't figure what's wrong with the both of us!!!! sigh!!!!!!!! this is infuriating!!!! how i long to have a good talk with her again. i dont know. grrrr. nvm. i hate my com. i need a MP3. yes.. i NEED one. i'm so dying without any music. i'm starting to love playing piano. i just need to play something whenever i see a piano, i just want to play the piano when i'm feeling down. unfortunately i cant play it right now, coz its NIGHT time already. if i do, its gonna be so noisy, my neighbours would complain. sigh........ feeling so sleepy, so tired. dont know why either. i've been late for classes since the first day of sch this sem. i've only been early ONCE. my gosh, i need to do something about waking up on time. sigh. my mood's kinda bad recently. keep flaring up over little things =(. my ankle still hurts a little actually. and the blueblacks on my legs and feet looks so ugly. can't wait for them to go away. sigh, probably i should just go and sleep. right.. bye.

.ruffles off.

9.12.04

its been quite an exciting week for me, and it'll get even more exiciting for the next two weeks. i'm so happy spending time with my friends right now, with mc peeps, qtmk, nyp friends... but how i wished i can find out what's wrong between me and her. i feel like we're drifting apart so dramatically that i'm asking myself if i really knew her. the days that we've had before anything changed seems to be like only a faded dream. i dont know why its affecting me so much. she doesn't even seem to realise it, coz she's practically drowning in the sea of love, that i guess friends dont matter so much anymore. i know i shouldnt be feeling this way, but its bugging me badly. so badly, that it... kinda hurts. i feel like i cant connect with her anymore. dont know, theres some connection failure between me and her. hai. its just not like the past anymore. sigh, probably i'm too sensitive. i think its just the way she is, she feels much more comfortable with guys bah. unlike me. she doesn't draw clear lines between a guy and herself, but i do. i draw a very clear line, which probably explains why i'm still single, haha, but thats not the point. i seriously dont know how to handle this right now. i dont know if i should just ignore whatever i'm feeling and let nature takes it course and get on with life, or should i let her know how i feel. its never happened before. all my friendships have been rather smooth sailing, hardly on the verge of sinking. this is one ship that i se bu de to let go. knew her for only 1/2 a year, but we used to have this special connection that brought us together, its all now fading.... we're kinda losing it. sigh. i'm wondering if we'll ever be the same again.

ok nvm..... its supposed to be a happy day.. coz its my darling tracy's birthday!!! hAhA.. finally someone's 17 already huh... happy birthday dearie.. hope you had fun with us just now, coz i did. its was wonderful to meet up again. =)

we've been anticipating this celebration for a couple of weeks already, and it turned out better than what i expected. blenheim had this great idea to go hardrock cafe to have dinner, although we almost went to suntec to have steamboat, but this was definately better - or so i have to admit. hAhA. anyways, was supposed to meet them at 4pm, but i decided to go home first, so i called kim and told her i'll be there at 6pm. so went home.. slacked for a while.. played the piano, and went off to meet qian at tiong bahru at her workplace at 6pm. hAhA.. so obviously we were late la, and we reached the cafe at about 6:40pm. blen was there already. sat down... talked crap... laugh laugh laugh..

it was so nice. we ordered nachos and another dish that we shared that came in huge portions the typical american serving size. i was kinda hungry but kim was kinda full and qian wanna go on diet, so nobody wanted to share food with me, so ended up only blen and tracy ate - which they shared a plate of steak. the nachos and stuffs was kinda filling so i was still contented la. hAhA. then kim's erm.. friend came to join us.. she's falling in luvv.. lolx. it seems like my friends are going steady one by one. =) anyways, the 6 of us we crapping away... laughing at the things we did last time...taking photos.. haha. luve them lots. then came 9pm... where the place turns into a pub, the lights were dimmed and their band started playing. the ambience was really really nice, a place perfect for dating... catching up with friends etc. could have stayed there longer if i didnt have to go sch tomorrow, so we all left at 9:30pm after we listened to the band playing savage garden's i knew i loved you before i met you.. dont know if thats the title of the song, but thats the song la... hAhA. but anyways, kinda like that place. its not rowdy, neither do we need to talk in those soft whispers, its was just nice.. lolx. just a good place to relax.

then i took a cab home. stupid driver cheated my money by going in circles. stupid. i may not know the roads well, but i do recognize which way is the correct way ok. stupid idoit. cost me a dollar more. but i'm surprised the fare was cheap. it was only $8.90 from orchard to my home. including the fact that the driver drove around in circles. nvm... since the fare wasn't so ex, i didn't gei gao him. i'm surprised the fare is cheaper than going to school. sigh, nvm, i shall go and sleep already. nite. once again.. happy birthday tracy.. dont forget for once i'll go tanning with you 3 okie.. hAhA.. :p

.ruffles off.

6.12.04

heh heh, haven't been blogging faithfully like last time. lOlz. been rather busy these couple of weeks. school is boring as usual, especially with a sucky timetable.

went for tkd camp last friday till yesterday. was tiring but memorable. now i'm aching from shoulders till ankle. think i'm growing muscles on my arms. hAhA. sigh, i'm feeling so paralysed again. well anyways, shall blog a little on the camp. the camp was almost like the usual trainings, just that we got to train more than normal training days, coz we had so much time on hand...obviously. hEhE. it was rather interesting actually. we got to break tiles on the 2nd day. and i managed to break a tile!!! haha. was actually reluctant to break the tile coz i seriously thought i'd fail, but i still had to do it coz everyone had a go at it already except for me and kailing. so we had to give it a try la. i guess its easy with people coaching you, but i still hurt my little finger coz i was so nervous i didn't pay attention to where my contact point is, but thankgoodness it didnt fracture. and the best thing was the tile broke. hAhA. felt rather accomplished sia. hAhA. but its like chicken feet to my instructors and seniors. they all broke 3 tiles and above at one go. a few of them tried breaking 6 or 7 tiles and the tiles were like smashed into pieces, with dust flying around. amazing. lOlz. then we had unarmed combat too. i think i've forgotten them already. hEhE. but it was interesting anyway. learnt quite a bit.

all went well till the last day of camp when we had to spar. was supposed to spar with kailing, but when we were through about 30 to 40 seconds of the match, i think its either i kicked too low and hit her knee or we clashed and i injured her knee. sob. so sorry. not on purpose on ok..... that chris like wanna kill me already. then we had to stop the match coz she can't stand properly already. then sir peter paired me up with his daughter, who is already a junior blackbelt. and she's only in primary 5. omygoodness. you would expect me to win a 11 year old girl, but she still won me all the same. we had 2 sparring area with 2 black belt attached to each each player on each sparring arena, coaching each player while they sparred. i guess its the most fruitful sparring session i've seen so far. at least we get to know where our weakness is, and how to counter attack. i guess injuries is totally unaviodable in tkd. almost everyone went home with some injuries. sigh. i've got a huge patch of blueblack on my left shin and sprained an ankle while sparring with kailing. hm... have to get used to it tho. but i have to admit, i'm not used to it injuries yet. sob sob. its kinda scary. but i hope i've got enough perseverence to persevere till i get my black belt. wish me luck. if i can do it for piano, tkd should be a piece of cake... i hope. hEhE.

well, anyways, besides training and learning stuffs, made a few more friends during camp too. well, actually tkd peeps are really a fun and friendly bunch to be around, except that there are too many guys around, not really used to it. but luckily they're mostly gentlemans. hAhA. except theres one that really turned me off. gross. kailing should know who i'm talking about. hAhA. well actually thinking back, i had fun la, although i'm totally drained from it. hAhA.

.ruffles off.