.me being me.

29.11.04

school finally resumed today. not that i was looking forward to it, but its definately a change to my almost routined but interesting life during the holidays. hAhA. sucky SBM to start school so early. sighs.

so i had to wake up at 7:15am today, and i was still so darn sleepy coz i couldn't get myself to sleep yesterday night. i wanted so much to stay up and chat on the phone or do somthing else other than SLEEP. but anyways, i dragged myself up and bathed. i swear i could have slept in the bathroom if i didnt had to go to school. but i still ended up spending a long time in the bathroom. hAhA.. i was so tempted to crawl back into bed and go back to sleep.

so anyways, rushed through breakfast and walked twice my normal speed to the mrt station. but i was still late for school, and thank goodness huimin they all were still waiting for me, coz probably i told them to. haha. well, went for our first class, which is marketing tutorial. sigh, i dread mondays. after that i had an hr's break and i went for 2hrs of some similar to eng lesson class in the e-plaza and another 3 hrs of com lab session straight away with a naagggyy tutor.sigh. tomororow's even worse. gonna end at 8pm. gosh, dun wanna think about tomorrow's class. hope my lecturers wont be too boring.

aaarrrggggg. i think i have no fate with tkd. i think i'll have trouble pulling through this semester without dropping out of tkd. sigh, my timetable sucks. sucks so much that i have problem going for tkd on both training days. aaarrrrrrrrggggggg. this is infuriating. i am supposed to have training tomorrow, but my classes ends at 8pm. on wed i'm going to school for a mere 2 hrs of class, which is equal to the amount of time i take to travel to and fro from home to school. thurs seems to be the best day compared to the rest of the days. i'll attend 4 hrs of school and go home. -.-. fri makes me wanna kill the coordinator. i'll go school at 8am end at 12pm and i have tkd training at 6:30pm. sigh. tell me which timetable can get worse than this? if i go for tkd. i'll be so darn exhausted on fridays, because tkd ends at 9:30pm. sigh.

ok, enuff of complaining. hEhE. complain so much also wont change my timetable. hai. BUT I REALLY HATE MY TIMETABLE THIS SEMESTER!!!!! *sigh*nvm. i hope things will turn out fine at the end of the day. hope i can find something to do on fridays, which i duno what it will be. or i'll just go home for 4 hrs and go back to school. gosh, its so silly. hai. but actually school's not that bad if its not for the suuuccccccky timetable. hee.

hm... finally went to buy a new spec today. cost me $68. i'm collecting it on thurs. hAhA. my spec's cheap right? what to do. my dad is not gonna sponsor me new spectacles willingly without constantly reminding me that i'm careless. oh yea, he doesn't know i lost my specs, and i'm not gonna tell him. huimin almost murdered me today during class when i couldn't read what was on the projector and i kept asking her qs. hehe. then i realised how impt my specs are. hAhA. anyways, my degree isn't very high. right eye = 150 n left eye =125. still can see without wearing specs. the one i choose is similar to the one i lost. its blue and the frame is small. haha. my fav specs ever, the rest made me look like a n-e-r-d. well, i look like one regardless of which one i wear anyway. so i'm thankful i dont need to wear it all the time.

sigh, i seriously NEED to get a mp3. hAhA..my computer is crazy la!! can't hear anything. think some wire went lose. so i cant listen to any songs. :( sigh. hope can get my dad to sponsor part of it, then maybe i can get a better one. hehe.

.ruffles off.

25.11.04

hEhE... had a grrrrreeeaaaattt day today. hAhA. had alot of fun at work with florence, eileen and wenxun. haha.. they're really funny and cute.

hm.. met my darlings qian and tracy together with blenheim and michael at mac in the morning. was supposed to meet them at 11am but was 1/2 hr late. and that tracy, as usual, kept nagging. hAhA. i used to have a photo of her in a very ah ma-ish gesture, i think i still have it somewhere in my cupboard. lOlz. anyways, we chatted for about an hour i guess, and we went to have lunch at sakae. wanted to have mac breakfast, but it was already past 11am, so no mac breakfast for us. hEhE.

so we ate and chatted in sakae for another hour i think, and we went to my workplace to chill. played around with the piano for a while and we went to the arcade. hAhA. there were 5 of us but there was only 4 daytona machines, so me, qian, tracy and michael played first and guess what? i was last la... hAhA. i suck at playing arcade games!!! hAha. then michael played some shooting dino games. wah, his aming and everything is really good. if me and qian were the ones playing that game, i bet we'll be screaming away. hAhA.then we played games from the photohunt machine. hAhA. we had so much fun with that machine. practically donated whatever tokens we had to that machine. well, we were switching around from machines to machines la, hoping we could win some top title in one of those. hAhA. but it was really fun!!! esp when we played the memory game, where we had to open up matching pictures with some clock counting down. hAhA. it was super hilarious. we left the arcade only when we ran out of tokens. hAhA. then it was parting time for us. sob sob. i was kinda depressed after they left. hEhE.

when i'm with friends from fairfield, the level of comfort i get being around with them is like filled to the brim. esp when i'm with my dearest pals like tracy, qian and kim. they already know me. the person that i am. they are fully aware of the faults that i have, and still love me for who i am. theres almost nothing new that we can discover about one another. the feeling i get is just so wonderful. they're like the pillars of my circle of friends. without qian, tracy and kim, friends are nothing to me. no matter how much fun i have with the new found friendships that i've made in this half a year, nothing beats just being around with qtk. even if we dont communicate for months, no matter how far we drift apart, we can always just spill when we meet. qian.. tracy.. kim.. i know this like the millionth time i'm saying this, but i'll still type it down again. i love you 3. you are angels i can never ever forget. i can and never will forget the times we've spent together. there are a lot of friends whom i treasure, but you 3 are the ones i love and treasure the most k. ;) you 3 are sisters from God. muacks muacks. hAha.. i know its abit silly writing all this down in the blog, but being separated from you 3 for the past 1/2 a year really made me realise how much more you all mean to me. its not just being friends, not just having fun and laughing together, not just sharing our secrets. but just knowing that you all are doing fine and well, knowing that we're gonna meet up one day and having each other around even tho we arent doing anything that is exactly interesting also cheers me up, because we're still as happy and we'll have fun when we meet. so meet up soon again ok... ;) hEhEx.

.ruffles off.

24.11.04

been quite lazy to blog for the past few days. haha. hoping to enjoy my last few days of school holidays before school starts NEXT MONDAY!! omgoodness, time is like zooming past so quickly, i haven't got the chance to sink into the holiday mood yet and school's gonna start in 4 more days?! sigh. its gonna be another semester of travelling, lectures, tutorials, projects and ICAs. hAhA. well, i'm kinda looking forward to it actually. poly life is totally different from my school days in fairfield for the past 10 years. if only my poly mates can converse more in english, it would be puuuurfect. hAhA. but its ok, they're a bunch of fun chinese speaking group of people. i feel happy with them, but i need more time to adapt.

so anyways, met up with qian and tracy a few days ago on different days. went to catch the incredibles with tracy and caught up with qian over dinner in my workplace. i was working while meeting up with them. hEhEx. then i left eileen alone while i met up with them. feeling very guilty sia. nvm, i'll think of ways to make it up to her. hEhEx. tomorrow i'm gonna meet qian, tracy and michael in the morning. then i'll be off to work again. hAhAx. kim can't make it coz she has a chalet. hm... michael just came back from australia, probably its his holidays right now. hEhEx.

then went shopping with florence, eileen and wen xun yesterday. met up with eileen first then we went to have lunch at tiong bahru and saw sir vin and weiping there. omgoodness. sir vin gave me a shock when he stood infront of me. hAhA. coz i planned to skip training that day. haha. then we went to meet florence and wen xun in town. was supposed to catch a movie, which is the incredibles again -.- but it was getting late, so we just walked around. i was kinda tired when i reached home, but i still managed to copy down my timetable for next sem on a piece of paper coz my printer has gone crazy.

ok.. so tired. dun feel like typing anymore. haha. nite~

.ruffles off.

19.11.04

oh freak. not feeling so happy afterall. my fav source of entertainment at home, which is my stupid com is giving me lots of problems. its running on win 98.. no, i'm not proud of it, i'm just stating the fact that i need to upgrade. i can't listen to any music right now coz something's wrong with my speaker. my printer went bonkers a couple of weeks ago. gosh. i need a major upgrade.

i need to complain again. my timetable for next semester sucks!!!!!! so horrible. i had night classes last semester already, why do i still have night classes this semester?!!?!?!?! oh whatever. its so unfair! dammit. and it falls on a tuesday. aaaarggg! which means i cant go for tkd training on tues!! i've already missed all the friday trainings last semester and i have to miss the tues training this semester. oh this is so irritating. my friday classes starts at 8am and ends at 2pm. what the! i'm not gonna wait till 6:30pm just for training, and i'll be so darn tired and bored, i wouldnt have the mood to train. so what's gonna happen to my tkd? am i gonna just give up like this? i can already feel the adrenaline draining away. sigh.

i'm feeling so paralysed waist down from tue's training. my muscle's aching so badly, i'm hardly mobile. it was still alright yesterday, and i just keep getting stiffer and stiffer, esp after sitting down for a long period of time. hm.... nothing seems to be going the right way recently. been kinda in weird pissy mood these few days, or i think its been a week already. gosh, i'm so not myself. hai. well, life still has to go on... sigh.

.ruffles off.

16.11.04

woo~ feeling so tired, but i'll still blog first before i go to bed. hAhA.

something unnatural is happening in mc right now, its kinda eerie and frustrating at the same time. sigh, we've been mysteriously losing cash for like 4 days straight already, and the amount totals to $80++. the place is like rumored to be erm.. haunted? gosh, i'm half believing it. i just hate hate hate hate hate hate being there alone, even before any of this happened. so now i'm hating it even more. ok, i just hate being left alone. we've finally told cheah about the missing cash. his reaction was predictable la. sigh, dont wanna walk about it anymore. just hope this whole thing will blow over soon, and nothing out of the ordinary will happen ever again as long as we're there. the people in mc are a bunch of peeps i knew for 6 months only. the bond that we have right now is so fragile, so weak. any stupid arguments might just break us up. frankly speaking, i'm afraid it'll break one day. all i hope for is trust and honesty between all of us. i hate any backstabbing. i hope none of us will backstab anyone. i've had fun with all of them. they're a bunch i can never forget. eileen, florence, adnan, najif, daniel, wen xun, jeremy.... and others. it was music that brought us together. these are the people i see every week, every day. they've become a part of my life already. and they are a bunch i hope to treasure. they are one group of people i really care for. i'll be so sad when we all leave mc. sob sob. sigh, anyway, i should stop blogging such depressing stuffs.. the lyrics i have below were composed by adnan:

'When I remember you
How can my heart explain
It can only feel the pain
When I remember you
My mind can't take no more
All the time I had before with you'

it describes perfectly how i feel abt abcdefg

so anyways, on the brighter side of things, i resumed taekwondo today. lOl. havent been exercising for a month already, i think my muscles will be aching tomorrow. all thanks to running up and down the stairs.. haha. but training was rather refreshing today. finally i get to kick properly after a couple of weeks of useless fighting with wen xun and daniel. hAhA. i lose to them almost everytime. but anyways, its really refreshing, but i dont know if i can tahan to black belt. lOl. the road to black belt seems so long............

anyways, had fun in tkd today. hm.... but i'm not sure if i'm going for the training camp in dec. sigh, the camp will be like damn tough? i dont know if i can take it sia. sometimes the normal trainings are killing me already. but its gonna be fun at the same time too. arggg... dont know. the worst thing is my sch would have resumed by then. i'll be so tired after the camp. i dont know if i can still go to school the next day after 3 days of training. sigh, nvm... i'll see how it goes. tata~

.ruffles off.

14.11.04

if you want to see the rainbow, you have to bear with the rain first

read that inspirational quote somewhere a few days back. but the words didnt hit me hard till i read chris's blog. he's kinda going through a rough patch in his life right now, so i was like thinking of something to encourage him, and this quote came into my mind.

anyways, went to work today. nothing interesting happened at all. just one thing that's making anyone who's working on tt day unhappy. the stupid idoitic cash box didn't tally for like 3 or 4 days straight already!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the total cash missing these few days amounted to $66.30 already!!!! and me, eileen and angeline have to put the stupid irritatingly idoitic cash back!!!!!!! i dont believe we can be so careless for 4 days straight!!!!! its impossible!!!! a few days back i had to put 10 over dollars from my own pocket back into the cash box, eileen had to put 23 the next day, yesterday me n eileen put in 6.6 each into the cash box, which adds up to 13.2, and today, the cash box didnt tally again! 30 was missing today! @#%Q#$%@#$% what's happening?! i see wings growing on my wallet already. hai. we're gonna see if tomorrow the cash box will tally anot. we're gonna be super careful with cash tomorrow. i dont believe it wont tally again! sigh. hai. tomorrow i'm opening shop again, i'm gonna keep watch over that stupid cash box from morning till night. if i catch any unathorized idoit opening that cash drawer he's gonna get it from me. sigh. haaaaai!

.ruffles off.

guess i was really whinny the past few days. sigh, can't help it la. whenever i'm in a bad mood, all i do is just whine. oops. dont care. dont give a damn. i cant be bothered with anything currently, i just wanna get on and forget about this whole thingy. but anyways, i think we're getting back to almost normal. guess it was just a crazy moment kinda thing. hm.. hope it'll pass quickly. it'll fade as time passes i hope.

sigh, i think i should get back to normal blogging. hm.. went to work today with eileen. nothing much happened. my mood's just so dulled that it seems that every crazy thing that happens in mc is dull too. but i was certainly feeling happier, and not so erm.. whiny anymore. but sometimes i'll think of it and my mood goes crashing down again. the only interesting that happened was when i brought pappy for a walk after work today.

as usual, i brought her to the park, so she was sniffing and peeing around.. then suddenly she kept fidgeting and scrambling like somebody was tickling her from the back, quite scary. so i immediately turned around and brought her home. she was like fidgeting all the way back, kinda freaked me out, especially when the park is not exactly brightly lit. haha.. its kinda funny thinking back. anyways, when i reached home, she made a beeline for the sofa and started to rub her body against the cushion. luckily theres a piece of cloth on top of the cushion, and guess what! ants started to fall off her body. my goodness! no wonder she was so uncomfortable. then i had to bathe her. poor girl, imagine ants crawling all over your body. haha.. so itchy. but the worst part for me is that she's currently shedding at the moment and by the time i dried and cleaned her up, i was a furball on my own. while i was drying her, ants were like falling out occasionally, some dead and some still alive. so i squished them dead on the spot to help pappy revenge. hAhA. and turfs of her fur kept falling out! omgoodness! luckily it'll grow back. i'm totally shagged after bathing her. backache. havent been sleeping well these few days, adnan says my eyebag's very obvious. aaaaaarg. shall go now. nite.

.ruffles off.

12.11.04

i dunno why the hell am i bloggin so early in the afternoon. oh wells, it doenst matter i think. i dont have work today, and i dont have any plans. i just need some outlet for me to complain again.

yesterday night i couldnt get to sleep so i was thinking and thinking. and i realised i haven't gotten used to the whirling tonardo of changes so far. my life is full of new friends i've met over the past few months. every meeting with friends back in fairfield seem so precious. seriously i should be thankful for all my friends. whenever i am down, i can always count on somebody to cheer me up. theres this special friendship between me and kenny that i'll always treasure. but dont get the wrong idea ok!! theres just absoultely no barrier in our conversations. we can talk abt our past, heart to heart talk. and the best thing is he knows me so well, such that i dont need to spell eveything out, he'll know. thanks dude. he's a guy with a big heart!!! bears no grudges. lOl. kenny i know you might be reading this, so just want to say... thanks.

tracy..kim..qian.. syl..lijia..yenping.. 2e pple..6d pple... blah blah..
hm... hen xiang ta men.

so i'm missing my friends so much again! shoot la, i dont know when i can get on with life without missing fairfield so much. i feel kinda directionless with them. so i guess that's me. whenever life sucks, i indulge in friendships. ok.. i think i seriously need to go back to school. conclusion: slacking too much is bad for health.

.ruffles off.

11.11.04

its always like that isn't it? when you thought things were fine and then it turns out that its not. i hate it. i have no idea what's wrong with me today. i made mistakes in everything i did today. i hate the way i'm feeling right now. i feel so bad. i collected the wrong amount of fees, the cash box didnt tally today, got blasted off by a pissed off parent the first thing in the morning, re wrote the cheque slip over and over again coz i kept making mistakes, kept asking the customer the same questions over and over again, and i dont know why the hell am i missing him so much. omg. i can't believe it. my mood was ultra bad when eileen came to accompany me for a while. for once, i thought being alone was a good thing. but her presence stopped my mind from wandering, so i wasnt thinking so much when she was there, and my mood did lighten up a little tho. sigh. seriously i dont know what's wrong. should i go for tkd training tomorrow so i wont think so much. i haven't felt so unhappy since my piano exam. i feel so unhappy. i dont know why.

.ruffles off.

10.11.04

can you be who you are
the one you used to be
the one i had fun with
the friend that i had
once upon a time

i miss the way we chatted
i miss the way you teased me

things can't change so quickly
its been only for a short period of time

just be who you are
the one that i knew
the one that i first met

we weren't friends for nothing
you hold a special place in my heart
a special friendship
a special bonding

turn back time would you?
and i hope we would stay as friends
if possible, forever.

.ruffles off.

8.11.04

just came back from work AGAIN! hAhA. but i really dont mind working. lOl. at least its better than bumming away at home. hAhA. so my life's kinda boring at the moment, but i'm enjoying the peace i have right now. cheah called me at 10:15am and asked me to open shop. reached MC at about 11:15am. thankfully i stay so near westmall, if not i'll probably be cursing and swearing at him. hAhA.. jk la. sometimes i maybe vulgar recently, but not that vulgar. hEhEx. so boring, till dan and weida came to hangout. then angline came at around 12pm. then went to meet my daddy and mummy on the 2nd floor to celebrate my mom's birthday. went to some new restaurant to eat. the food sux. so mean, but the food really suxs.

then went back to MC to work till 9:30pm. angeline left at about 4:30pm. so sianed. luckily florence and najif was there to accompany me. hAhA. then cheah came back. lOl. then wen xun dropped by in the late evening till we close shop. hAhA. hm... i'm so bored. i have nothing to do at work. i mean, besides doing the admin stuffs, theres nothing else for me to do. i wanna play new songs, but i'm lazy to learn new songs. hAhA. my sight-reading is horrible. and i'm bad at memorizing pieces. the only songs i've memorized is marriage de'amour, part of canon, bits and pieces of other songs. hAhA. s.i.a.n.e.d.

.ruffles off.

6.11.04

been working everyday for the past few days. life's getting rather routined, but i feel free and happy. hAhA. at least i have a nice place to work in, have friends to accompany at work and worry about almost nothing! haha.. leading a really carefree and happy life right now, my parents are like finally letting go of me. lOl. my piano exam is also over... and the most wonderful thing is that i passed the exam. haha. sch's exams are over too... gotten back the results yesterday. cleared all subjects, so i dont need to retake any modules or take any supplementray paper.. yAy.. but hai, actually i expected to do better. but anyways, no point brooding over it now.. now i just want to enjoy whatever remaining holidays i have left and wait for school to start. hAhA. i feel so simple. if only life would stay this way... peaceful.. calm.. happy.. carefree.. be able to do whatever i like.. be able to whatever i want to do. but this kinda happiness ain't gonna last i know. i just want to see how long i can maintain my life this way. lOl. my social life is great.. i love my friends.. my family life is also wonderful.. my love life is okAy, i'm not asking for much anyway. so i'm pretty much contented. hAhAx..

okAy.. hm... so, went to work today as usual. i think i'm becoming very blur recently. ok la, maybe not recently. but i dont think i was so blur last time also. blur is blur, but not very blur la i think. left the money on the table overnight. oops. then eileen wanna kill me sometimes also. probably i lack of sleep. hAhA. hai. i really think this 'blurness' thingy runs in the family. my mom and dad are blur king and queen too. even blurer than me at times. hAhA. so are my cousins. sharon is one ultra blur person, and so is sijia. hAhA.

mc is getting livelier, more happening and becoming a happier place. but of course theres some stupid office politics going on, but i dont care. i dont give a damn actually. as long as it doesn't affect my mood. hAhA. oops, sound abit selfish, hAhA. but dont care la, as long as those friends i care about are happy, i'm happy too. hAhA. tomorrow's najif birthday, i guess they're gonna celebrate it for him tomorrow. they've got some plans in mind already. went to buy his present after work today with eileen. bought a shirt from giodano and briefs from bossini. whahaa. then tomorrow we're gonna get somthing else for him too. lOl. i think we should be getting him a birthday cake too! hAhA. theres so many things i wanna buy, but no chance to go shopping. hAhA. k la, so sleepy. NITE~

.ruffles off.

3.11.04

my eyes were sore since the moment i woke up in the morning. theres a lump on my right lower eyelid. luckily its not very obvious, just looks like i didn't sleep well. my mom says i'm heaty la, so i drink alot of water today. haha. ok that's so idiot. this year's been quite a bad year for my health. hahaa, not that i'm superstitious, but i fell terribly ill twice this year, got a virus infection that lasted for a mth which made my face looked half paralysed coz i cant move my left part of my face. i couldnt smile, i couldn't laugh, and of course i refused to take any pictures, and i had to go back to the hospital so many times, but everytime they just say.. 'hm.. good, getting better, come back next week' and i got to pay 20 bucks for that. idiot. cheat my money. just like chris. ahaha. dont deny ok. just now u tried to cheat me into treating u. haha. and my eyes keep going sore. IDOIT! so dao mei. i hope it heals by tomorrow.

went for work today, today i didn't get to slack much. hwhaa. was extremely busy today, had alot of sales, esp exam pieces, scales, sightreading and aural books. total sales was abt a thousand plus. alot rite. but we dont get that amount everyday la. sales used to be even better before school started when were still working that time. shiela really spoilt everything. trashed whatever good reputation me and angeline built over the months for MC. everything's so messy. i seriously feel like lashing out at her. i hate liars. i hate attention seekers. and MC seem to have alot of those. ok la, mayb not alot, just a couple. i just dont want to name names. i seriously hate people who tells BIG lies. i forgive white lies, but absurb lies are too extreme. but on accounts that we're friends, i shall let it rest. but i just can't believe that she believes that i believe her lies!!!!!! omgoodness. i'm not an idiot. hai, nvm la, i think i'm getting out of point. hAhAs.

can't wait for wen xun to dl the song sheng shi xiang shu. its a song from the cartoon xiao qian. if you're free, should go watch it and listen to the song. nice cartoon, nice song. my all time fav! haha.. alright la, i shall stop crapping. nitenite!

.ruffles off.

didn't have to go for work today. haha.. take a break from working. lOl. but went back in the afternoon to get my pay anyway. my eyes feel sore man. i think its because i kept using the computer these days. anyway, i bought a bottle of eye drop, but i always need to drip a few drops coz i cant aim properly into my eye. haha.

anyway, was actually supposed to go lau pa sat with karkit and jieying they all. but last min, some of them can't make it, either they've got something on, or go meet bf. hAhA. then nvm lor, went to meet up with kim and her friends at abt 7:30pm. haha.. actually was supposed to be me and her only, but coz she ended sch in the evening, so her friends came along too. hAhA.. but i dont mind la, they're a bunch of really interesting people, very friendly too! they're quite fun to be around with, very funny people. i was laughing my head off with them. theres this guy, can't rem his name, he's a natural comedian sia! reminds me a little of aaron cai. those cute cute, blur blur kind of person lol. but dont get the wrong idea! i'm not interested in him, just saying only. hAhA. then they played around, laughing, teasing one another till abt 9 plus. really miss qtk so much. now i'll just have to wait for qian to finish her exam, and we'll go celebrate tracy's bdae. hEhE.

then introduced wen xun to kim after dinner, then i went back home and brought pappy down for a walk at the park there opp my house with him. haha, he says he wanna elope with her. hahaa. she was kinda scared of him at first, but i guess she got used to him after that, but was still wary of him la. i let him walk pappy, then we walked through the park, then went to the playground and rested there for a while. then we saw a few dogs running past us. quite scary actually. they all come from the same direction and they run towards the same direction at different times. and they didn't pause to check us out either. usually when they see other dogs they dont reconize they'll check them out, but this time, they just ran past us. i was so scared they'll attack pappy. haha. actually pappy's kinda useless for defence given her size. LoL. but i still love her all the same. then we chatted for a while more then we made our way home. time passes really fast sia. reached home at abt 11pm.

tomorrow i'll be working again. hAi. haha. nvm la, just that it gets boring there when nobody's around, esp when i'm alone in the shop with cheah. its not that he's a difficult boss to please, but just that, i feel kinda restricted when he's around. and wen xun they all dont like to be there when he's around, so i'll be so lonely. hAhA.. ok nvm, nite.

.ruffles off.