.Dont start with Me.
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29.5.04
wah. so tired. my black eye getting darker already. but i can't sleep early leh!!! cannot fall asleep. haix. feel sleepy but can't sleep. haha. crazy already. anyways i can't wait to stop work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wanna go out and have fun. take some time off to tidy my room. gosh, ever since olevels ended i dumped all my textbooks, exercise books, files.. blah onto my table and i haven't clear them yet. haix. my cupboard's full of worksheets too. haha.. so you can imagine the mess in my room. the only cleared space is my bed. haha. serious leh. i can't even write on my table. its so full of junk. haix. sianz.
went to work today as usual. angeline didn't come today coz her dad'll be leaving tomorrow, so she's out with her parents. :p
so left me and fern. fern's a quick learner. wOnDeRfUl!! at least she doesn't get on my nerves. she doesn't sit around and expect to learn something unlike candy. gosh, they're like worlds' apart. fern's gonna be better than me and angeline. mr cheah would love her to bits. haha. can't wait to get my pay too, so i can go n enjoy myself. hehe. *yawns* so tired. think i'm gonna fall asleep soon.
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28.5.04
|Name|--> Medeline
|Age you act|--> haha.. hm.. sometimes 14 ba...???
|Height|--> hm... 156? hehe
|Location| --> huh?? singapore lor
|Birthplace|--> gleneagles.......!!
|Hidden Talents |--> hhhhmmmmmmmm..........
HAVE YOU EVER:
|pictured ur crush naked?|--> no.. i'm not bian tai
|actually seen ur crush naked|--> no..
|been in love|--> Ya
|cried when someone died|--> yea.. *sob*
|drank alcohol|--> a little bah...
|fallen for ur best friend|--> i dunno
|been rejected|--> yea
|rejected someone|--> Yes
|been cheated on|--> huh???? no.
|done something u regret|--> Yes....
|Been In Jail|--> dun have.. unless you count the monopoly one
|Ran away from home|--> nope. but i tried to b4 leh. haix. long story.
|Hit a Boy|--> yeah.... oops
|Hit A Girl|--> hm.. yea.. catfights.. haha.. jk.
|Broken A Bone|--> not broken la.. fractured.
|Cheated On A Test|--> hehe.. definately.. whahaa
|Let a friend cry on your shoulder|---> yea.... i'm nice aint i?
|Fell asleep in the shower/bath|--> ha. no.
|Walked in on someone changing or showering|- haha.. yea.. oopsss.. sorry..
|Gone to Church|--> yUpp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|Never slept during a night|--> yea..... during 2e chalet..
|Seen someone die|--> haix. no. never wan to.
|Thought you were in love|--> yea.. probably now. =(
|Screamed at someone for no reason|--> hm.. think so. but dun worry. i seldom do that.
|Stayed up till 4 am on the phone|--> err..... can't remember.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:
|what do u notice first?|--> the face???
|last person u slow danced|--> errrrr.... haha. my dog.
|worst thing to say|--> u b**** haha.. jk la.
|do you have a crush|--> hm... on 2 person? hahaha
WHAT COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT:
|Love at First Sight|--> its not true love then
|Life|--> roller coaster
|Memory Of The year|--> music concerto.............. *Dreams*
|Food|--> not hungry now.
|Favorite movie|--> most recent one is troy
|Favorite type of music|--> classical, pop, blah. anyting la. as long as its nice.
|Favorite Fast Food|--> long john!!!
|Favorite Ice Cream|--> chocolate.. any type.
|Favorite Television Show(s)|--> dduno. hardly watch tv nowadays
|Your Ideal BF/GF|--> duno la.
WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU:
|Took A Shower|--> in the morning
|Watched a Disney movie|--> eeeeerrr..... dunno.
|Recieved a hug|--> hm.. not long ago.
THE FUTURE:
|Where You Want To Live|--> dream island would be in scotland.
|How Many Kids You Want|--> 2 bah.. haha
|What Kind Of Job You Want|--> something in the zoo one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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25.5.04
hm... interesting. actully i didn't wanna blog today one. but after reading lijia's blog. i realised i have so much to say. he said theres this trend going on - which is people falling in love. hm.. alright la. i didn't realise that tho. but it reminds me of myself. i'm falling for 2 person. hOw?! i dunno how to explain, but i find myself attracted to 2 person at the same time. both are nice, gentlemanly and humorous. the only diff is one is outgoing and open minded and the other one is quiet and shy. die. i hope non of them reads this. hehe. but dun worry la, i can live with or without guys. just wanna blog this down so that, maybe a few months later i can read and laugh at how stupid i am. haha. jk la, not so bo liao. just felt like blogging this down. hm... haix. i dun understand. you know, just having crushes on 2 person. this is bad!! i think i'm hanging out too much with guys already. 90% of my friends in MC are guys. die. i miss QTK. hehe. anyways, yea. i still can't shake off those feelings for those 2 guys. they're cute. haha. k la. harry potter's coming out soon!!!!!!! yay!!! i wanna watch!!!!! :p
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23.5.04
today's a sunday. hm. i actually went to church with me dad at st mary of the angels. first time there. nice church. very happening place too. but still... haix. actually i didn't volunteer to go, but because i woke up early to take the medicine tts y my dad ask me to go. coz wake up already might as well go church. haix.
so after church i went to work at 11. then angeline came later at about 12:30. i can't wait to stop work. but it'll also mean that my bank account will stop growing too. haha. nvm la. :p
so anyways, it was just a normal sunday. gave out some stuffs i bought for the people there. haix. for the past 6 mths, my life revolved around music concerto. i believe its the most wonderful part-time job anyone can find in the whole world!!!!! haaa. really. just that sometimes, or should i say, most of the time mr cheah gets on our nerves? hehe. oops. haix. i think he's too straight most of the time. rules can be bent ya know. my gosh, he's like the most die die must follow the rules kinda person i've ever known. haix.
so anyways, daniel came over at night, bought dinner with angeline and we sat down to talk. haha. creepy. angeline said she saw one of the door handles move up and down and there was nobody in the room. was quite eerie la. theres 2 dolls in studio 3 and we dunno who put them there one. and you know theres this thing about dolls that people's afraid of. haha. so anyway, we were saying, nvm la, we have God on our side, so theres nothing to be afraid of. then we sat down and started talking about ghost. haha. angeline was sharing her experience in london. scary.
ok. lijia just told me that we'll be having the 2e chalet at pasir ris(loyang) the aloha there from the 29th nov to 1st dec. haha. so any 2e peeps reading this, take note yea? anyways he said it'll be nice la, quite sought after. i am just repeating what he said. if not nice dun blame me. hehe. :p
oh yea.. learnt from jason today that seraphim means angel with 6 wings. cherubim means angel with 2 wings. cupid is a cherubim. =)
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22.5.04
just came back from work. so tired. i'm waking up every night to eat the medicine. haix. its gonna end on mon. yay!!! finally. can't wait. my face's getting better. can move already!!!!!!! haha.. so happy.
anyways, so many things happened today. but i better not say it here just in case. but what happened was damn funny and serious la. haha. =P go LadAes. haha. angeline will know what i mean. hAhA.
channel U came to flim some variety show today. haaa... me and angeline were trying to peep through the crowd. but too bad i never wear specs so can't really see anything. haha.
and i've finally cleared the misunderstanding with him. yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally. its been like a week already. i'm glad its over. phew. still thanks to myself. i took the first move. haha. hehe. haix. hehe. haha. sorry. i crazy already.
hm.... duno what else to write. kinda brain dead. haha..
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21.5.04
just had my piano lesson. i die already. the scales still got so much more to learn and master.. haix. then still got aural. die. i hate singing infront of the examiner. so malu. later i sing out of tune. then still must sight-sing. die man. sure 100% out of tune one. pray i'll get the sept one. if i get the july one i sure fail very badly one. die die die. i wan le. wan le. haix.
anyways, i'll be meeting QTK later. hm.. its been sometime since i last saw qian. hehe. ok. qian, better work hard for your olevels yea? we'll be praying for you. chinese o's coming already. good luck.. work hard!! do it once and for all. better dun take the end of year one. waste time. =) tracy.. hm.. just saw her not long ago with blen, watched troy with her.. haha. so the winter sonata is $36.00, the not so good quality one is $28.00 i think. around there bah. the song is nice, but i can't seem to remember the tune. kim.. i think she's still the same bah. just talked to her online the other day. miss u all. everytime i meet up with you all, the feeling i get is very different la. like i've said a thousand times in my other entries, its like home. haha. away from new people, new faces. =)
school's gonna start soon eh? 2 more months. haix. time flies. die. which means, my piano exam's coming soon. Die. i really wan le. pray for me. pray i'll be able to scrape through a PASS at least. i practice until i going crazy already and i still gonna fail. hoW!!!! haix. sometimes how i wish john would just lend me some of his talents. haix. get me through this grade 8 and i'm done with piano exams. i dun ever wanna take music exams again. siGh. i think i'll blog later if i have the time.. till then. cIao.
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20.5.04
so happy today!! dunno why also. haha. jacky cheung came to westmall today. haha. the place was like flooded with humans. haha. daniel said even if we jump from the 5th floor, we still wun die. haha. =P. so anyways, went downstairs to peek at him. then lycia suggested that we shout something. haha. my gosh. so paiseh. end up me, angeline, lycia, daniel and weida we shouted 'jacky look here' haha!!!! so fun!!!! then he really look here. then the people around us were like screaming away.. coz they were so excited. haha...!! then i was covering my face with daniel's file. haha. so paiseh, but got some kick of it tho, coz the people around is were so supportive. they responded with wolf whistles and screaming. haha. anyways, i think tracy got his signature coz she queued up with her tuition teacher. actually lycia was supposed to meet them, but end up she pang seh them.-.0". haha. she good lor, got to see him at cine then at westmall. haha. k la, i'm no fan of jacky, but he's nice la, really got talent and charm in him. way to go jacky!!! haha. dOooooO. haa. ok. getting high now, and hungry. gRr.
ok. tml i've got piano lesson. die. didn't really practice. haix. mon still got appointment with the doc. i hope i dun have to go back after mon. :p i feel its getting better la, at least can manage a small smile now. haha. but still cannot laugh. gRrr. i can't wait to get well. i can't wait to smile!!!!!!!!! ahaha.. k i siao liao. wish me luck for tomorrow's class. tata!!!
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18.5.04
haven't been blogging for a few days. life's fine and normal for me. except for my face and some stupid, silly, stubborn misunderstanding between me and somebody just wouldn't clear. haix. i wonder how did it happen? its so stupid. we didn't even quarrel. just because both of us had a bad day, attituded one another, and both of us are too stubborn to clear the damned misunderstanding probably because we're too proud? -.-'' haix. how how how? how am i supposed to clear this up? frankly speaking, usually i don't take the first move. and i think neither is he going to take the first move to clear it up. coz today i was left in the school with him at the counter table. usually we'll have so much to talk about, to tease about, play around and laugh. but today, its so different!! he was just sitting there playing his guitar and me going about doing my stuffs. haix. how how how? haix. this is so stupid and silly and childish!!! i wanna clear this up with him and be like before. he's a great friend i never wanna lose. i know he's going thru a rough patch now. haix. should i just ignore my pride and make the first move to apologize? for what? i dunno. coz basically, nothing bad happened in the first place!!!!! it was just some stupid attitude both of us gave to each other. so how? siGh.
and my face is not getting any better. in fact, i think its getting worse. it kinda hurts now. it hurts exactly like blueblack. haix. i just hope its not swollen. haix. the medication is not working!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna complain!!!!!! i have to go back next week again for follow up summore!!!! arg!!! the doc says i should be able to recover. about 85%. is that high? haix. i hope so. haix. help. i feel so terrible. i feel so handicapped. i can't smile, can't eat properly, can't speak properly..... haix. to smile is such a simple thing and i can't do it properly. that sucks. how am i supposed to go out and face people!?!?!? sob. haix..
why are stupid stuffs happening to me?!?!?!?! first its the face then the misunderstanding. wha lao. i can't believe it. this sucks. the sun is not shining. the sky is not clear. i see grey clouds dominating the sky. when will the rain fall and make it final? when will the sky clear? will i ever see the sky blue again? i don't wanna take shelter forever. i wanna be out and feel the warmth of the rays from the sun. clear the sky, set the blues and i pray for a normal life again. haix.
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14.5.04
dOh, so much has happened. well, not alot la. haix. my face has gone officially paralysed. ha. ok. not paralysed. but numbed. twoot. haix. last week i had flu, fever and cough. so i went to see the doctor. and the doctor gave me some medicine. fine. i thought when i finished that lot of medicine, i'll be back to normal. but who knows what goodness, the virus actually attacked my nerves on the left side of my face. actually i found myself laughing akwardly 2 days ago. which feels like face cramp la. then the next day my face will still numb and had actually worsened. i couldn't close my left eye. so i went to see the doc. which is yesterday. haix. i thought i could just go see doc, take some medicine then go home. then the doctor ask me to call my mum. i was like, whar? got a shocked. i thought i was gonna die. serious. so i called my dad la, and he rushed down to the clinic with my mom. then the doc explained what happened. then he wrote a referral letter to the A&E. everything just happened so quickly. haix. so we rushed over to NUH, gave my referral letter to the counter, then we sat down on the chairs nearest to the door one la. actually theres 2 waiting place. the one that we were waiting at had only 2 person infront of me. so it was very fast la, my number came up on the list in like 5 mins. so i thought ok la, quite fast, not so bad. can get everything done quickly. haix. den how i know, it was only the first checkup. the lady asked me hows it, am i drooling.. blah. haix. then after that we had to wait for 2hrs for the next doctor to do the physical checkup. haix!!!!!!!!!!!! qi si wo. so we went to eat dinner first. i realised i can't close my mouth tightly also. so when i drink water, i have to drink in small amounts, so my mouth won't leak. hais. i really feel like i'm paralysed. haix. then after the 2hrs of waiting, i finally saw the doc. he asked me do some stuffs. blah. then he said he'll write another referral letter for me to go see the specialist. so my appointment is on mon. die. what if i don't recover?! haix. he said most people do recover la, my chance is quite high. i don't know. i scared he's giving me false hope. he already gave me some medicine to eat. sorry, not some. is alot! twoot. i hate it. i hate it so much. why is this happening?! haiz. what if my face stays numbed forever. i die also won't go out anymore! haix. sob. i hope it'll be fine. i'll see what the doctor says on monday. why do they keep pushing me from one doctor to another!!!!!! twoot. can't i just stick with one? this is so embrassing. my mom is so worried that i'll be disfigured. she's so scared that my mouth will go loopsided. coz the stupid doctor go and tell her that in the worst cases, the patient's mouth will droop. shucks. i can't imagine myself if this gets worse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help. die. haix. wish me luck and pray for me yea? haix.....
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12.5.04
hm... just came back from work. celebrated richalynn's birthday in music concerto today. haha. had fun, we bought her a cake from swensens. haha. had fun la, with jeremy, sean, hua qian...
hm.. sometimes i wonder if i should make this blog a private thing or not. sometimes i really have somethings to confide in but i don't dare. i'm afraid that the wrong person might read it and i'm dead. haix. i don't even dare ask some questions. it might seem to obvious. mayb i'll include them sometime later in my blogs so it wouldn't seem so obvious. hehe. sianz. i'm think kinda i'm fickle. shucks. and friendster is so darn slow today.
so i'm gonna open the shop tomorrow with angeline!! haha. great. have some things to ask her. hehe. i'm dead. man, medeline stop thinking about it! sorry, i think whoever is reading this wun know what i'm talking about. coz i'm actually talking to myself. die. shucks. am i tt bored??? i'm starting to talk to myself. die. haha. don't worry, i'm not insane yet. haix. sianz. i miss fmss. i think i'm gonna go back soon. perharps for GB bahx. haha. siGh. qian.. kim... tracy... i miss u. haix. qian... do come and visit me soon k.... i'm gonna end work soon. by the end of this month. tracy, i haven't seen u for a long time, since that time we met up to celebrate my b'dae. juz saw kim not long ago actually. haix. i miss u all much.
all the new friends, new people whom i've met are just so... new. i dunno how to explain. i don't know. but seeing fmss pple is just like... seeing my family members. i mean.. the feeling that i get la. i don't know how to explain. its like, when you're with your family members, when you see them. its kinda like.. warm and close and near, natural. whereas when you meet your friends arh, its like, different. new. theres more to explore and stuff like that. its not that i don't feel comfortable or unnatural with them or anything. i feel wonderful when i'm spending time tiwht them, they're a bunch of great people. wonderful people. nice. sincere. i don't know if you get what i mean. shucks. the tagboard isn't working. msg me la, i'll explain. rite. k. i think i'll pen off here! cIao!
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11.5.04
wOw.. blogspot has changed their outlook. nicer and more user friendly now. haha. k.. its been like a few days since i last blogged. hm..juz had dinner actually, but i still feel hungry leh. haix. haha. diE. getting piggy and fatter. haix.
hm.. i wonder hows life for everyone?? tracy?? kim?? qian?? joel?? i'm gonna quit my job on the 31st of may. my last day of work. haha. gonna miss tt place. haix. sometimes i think i'm too harsh on people. sigH. i have to accept the fact that humans aint' perfect. i can't find perfection in everybody. not in myself. was i too harsh on candy? i know i'm not very patient with people. was i too impatient with her? i don't know. i can't seem to control my temper at times. am i too dominating.. too impatient.. too hot-tempered?? i don't know really. i hope i'm reasonable. haix. i can only hope i'm not. i don't know. how do u guys feel? am i like that. haix.
shucks. the tagboard ain't working. so u guys can't reply to tt question. nvm la, msg me online or something to tell me. coz i really wanna know. do i like want my way all the time?? am i too impatient?? am i too hot-tempered?? am i a difficult person? hm.... coz i realised many of my friends seems to give in to me quite often.. lijia for example.. haha.. i like whole life ask u to help me with this.. with that..want you to do this.. do that. and u never complain, but always try to accomodate me. thanks =)sometimes its pple like u arh.. spoil me.. den i become like some spoilt brat. haha. so seriously.. am i like some spoilt brat??? gRrr...
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6.5.04
hm... woke up at 11:30 today. Thank God my fever subsided and i'm just left with the cough and flu and a mild sore throat. phew. i feel so much better already. my mouth feels so dry coz i have a block nose which i have to constanly breathe through my mouth in order not to suffocate myself. anyway didn't do much today tho. unless u consider picking up the phone, sleeping, online-ing doing something la. other than that, i did nothing. i feel so drowsy now, coz of the medicine. haix. i keep forgetting when to take the medicine. hehe. anyways, lijia they all is back from tioman, haha. must have been fun, from the way they described it.
tracy, wonder how are u now. when u leaving for the states? i miss kim and qian and you too. i miss fmss pple. the friends that i've met these few months can't be compared to that kinda warmth i get when i'm around fairfield. i mean, its different la. not that the friends i've made are not sincere or anything. its just that, they're still rather new to me. they're real nice and caring pple. but i feel that the feeling i get when i'm in fmss is kinda more family-like. its different if ya know what i mean. friends from fmss are more like my bros and sisters, whereas friends i've made outside are more of really friends, no matter how close we are. sigh, i miss fmss. the people.
gonna end work at the end of this month. gonna take one month's break and get ready for school. wonder how it'll be like. hm.. dunno. anyways, i'll pen off for today. ciAo.
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5.5.04
ok. fancy me blogging 2 times in a day. i'm so darn bored and feeling so darn sucky. haix. i'm sitting infront of the computer with a potential cockroach lurking around and i'm wondering now if i hallucinated in the morning. coz i just can't find and have absoultely no idea where did the cockroach go. but i'm sure i did see 2 feelers sticking out of the drawer. i don't know. here i am stucked at home, don't know what to do. wanting and not wanting to sleep. with a terrible throbbing headache and if i ever moved i'll feel as if i'll faint. and with lungs that are filled with you-know-what and a nose that is constantly leaking. and with a i don't-know-whats-the-degree fever coz i can't find the damn thermometer we used to use during the SARS period. haix. man, medeline. stop whining. i know. but THIS is MY blog. haix. forgive me, i'm having a bad day. Thank God it rained today, or i'll feel even worse.
in case you're wondering why am i still blogging if i'm feeling so sucky coz now theres 4 of my malaysian relatives at my house. haix. i don't feel like moving, don't feel like talking. they must be thinking i'm rude. pls la. be more understanding can. i've already given in to the consideration that if i go and sleep now, i'll be so darn rude. you guys are hogging the tv, alright, more of the sofa. haix. should i just go to my mom's room and watch tv till i fall asleep or what? i wanna go to work tomorrow, but i doubt i'll be able to. sigh. i wanna go music concerto now. but i'm feeling so darn sucky to move even my head. haix. arg. i'm in a bad mood. tell me who isn't when they're sick. the pi pa gao isn't working. cheat my money. i ate it twice and it tastes so sucky. alright, if you've read this till line. thanks for being patient with all my whinings and nonsense and complaints.
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ok. actually i was blogging halfway just now and this stupid cockroach suddenly appear out of nowhere, and i just jumped out of my chair switched off the com without saving anything. damnnit. and i'm currenly on the lookout for that monster. stupid. why must they appear when i'm using the com. its not the first time!!!!! damnnit. my legs are numbed coz i've folded them on the chair and trying to stretch my body to type. haix. help. i hate this. ok. i give up, i'm sitting alittle closer to the com, but i hope the cockroach wouldn't appear suddenly again until i'm done with this
As i WAS typing just now before some monster decided to appear, i was saying, i just read tracy's blog. hey girl, i dont know whats happening in your life right now, but i just wanna remind of the story 'footprints'. no matter how troubled your life is in right now, or how you wanna be alone, God is forever here for you. Relationships might not last, relationships might not be real, might not be stable, might not be true, but God is. I know me, kim and qian, we're not able to be there the first thing for you, but i know you know, we care. i promise we'll meet up on friday to talk about it yea? just wanna say, dun worry so much, life is never simple or smooth sailing. you're gonna get past this yea??? =) sMile~!!!!! miss ya loads..
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3.5.04
woke up in the morning to realise that i overslept. actually i woke up at 10.15 but i thought i'll just sleep for another 15 more mins before i wake up and use the com. ahhaa. but when i woke up its already 11.30. grrrr. so tired. and i found pappy on the living room sofa digging into my mom's bad for sweets. haha. stupid gal. then when i was bathing i could hear my mom screaming at my dog. hahaha. orbi. whole life looking for sweets to eat. teehee. so cute. so adorable. haha.
then i went to work at 12pm and found angeline there. haha. i thought i'll kenna from mr cheah. but anyways, mr cheah came back at around 12 plus. then i went to the bank with angeline and david. then we went to eat lunch. i didn't felt like going back to work la. but what to do? i'm paid. sob. so anyway, angeline stayed till about 2pm then she went with jeremy to get his contacts. i still think he looks nicer with specs. cooler. haha.
my dad called me around 8 plus and told me that my grandaunt died. haix. tho i'm not very close to her, but i've met her quite a number of times. reminds me of my own grandma. when my dad told me my grandaunt passed away in the morning, cold fear just gripped me. i thought it was my mom's side's grandaunt. soB. i'm closer to her. she's taken on a role as a grandma to me coz my own grandma died when i was P1. i really dread the day when i receive that phonecall from my dad, telling me that shes left us or something. i really dread it. i don't want it to happen. but i know theres gonna be that day. i don't know. shes old and really just so frail. swollen ankles, ulcers in her mouth, hunched back. i love her.
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2.5.04
hm.. listening to this pachelbel remix by john. its damn nice. the way the tune goes is just so soothing, cheerful, peaceful. nice. but too bad its a background music. he dun want to send it to me. idoit. hehe.
anyways, went to work today at 9:30. damn tiring. i'm spending 12 hours there and i'm paid without OT. haix. gonna stop work soon. haix. so sad. i've made so many friends there. met so many people. anyways, i'm so tired. dunno wad to write. brain dead. ciAo!
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1.5.04
ok. i had such a long day. opened the shop at 10:30. had to force myself to wake up. then photocopied the song 'zui' by leslie cheung. so nice. then angeline came at around 10:50 coz she didn't receive the my msg.. she thought she was supposed to come at 11. haha.
so sarah came today to visit us. had a great time with her and angeline today. we were talking about taekwondo. i wanna learn. she's learning with jieling at the boon lay cc. haha. mayb i'll watch them next wed. then talk to her instructor.. see if i can join them. hehe.
someone got murdered in westmall today. sigh. so sad. that kid is only 17. he was supposed to have a long future infront of him. sad. reminds me of the song 'if tomorrow never comes'. yeah. what if tomorrow never comes? haix. jus wanna say i love you all..
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